Awaiting...

Awaiting the moment,
I will be patient,
In anticipation of the statement,
When I finally meet the expectation.

Would it be worthy?
Being sad being lonely,
In the room full of melancholy,
Rehearsing the film of agony.

Awaiting the moment,
I promise to be strong,
With you in heart nothing goes wrong,
But it does hurt every single second.

Would it be worthy?
Teasing joy with misery,
With true heart I was never this worry,
But your silence is totally killing me.

I just wish I could love you I am sorry,
With my simplest heart it is purely,
Asking just a response yes it's a plea,
Begging you to simply stop ignoring me.

(To the someone I am so scared to lose. Your ignorance is so cruel to my heart. My heart you once said you had taken and combined it with yours, as one. Your sudden silence and ignorance is torturing me. I seek nothing else but a reply. To answer my simplest question “why?”. You can kill me, but first you have to tell me the reason why I should be sentenced to death…Say you hate me now, and i will go.. but don't keep silence, it is torturing me..)

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TEre
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