Another Chapter of life

I am doubtful about the meaning of love sometimes. It happens to my best friends right in front of my eyes. It shocked me that their love is actually hurting them. Isn't 'Love' supposed to be wonderful? Isn't it supposed to be making a great and delightful discovery of our lives?

Experiences of life is unmeasureable, love is only part of all these. But it happens to be one of the most important element of life. I know that it hurts sometimes but it somehow cures. I guess after all it's all depends on how we determine the meaning deep in our very own heart, just like how we determine the meaning of our lives and living.

Sometimes I wonder, why am I doing all these? Writting about my thoughts.. Not that I am expert or what, but for everyone out there, life is too short for us to waste. Try thinking of all the people striving for lifes when they suffer from brutal sickness. No matter how painful they are, they strive their very best for survival. This is what I saw from my own sister. She was so young and innocent. Suffering from bone cancer was really a big tragedy for her and my whole family. After we lost her for years, I realised that life should be filled with love. I was young and I didn't understand how much it impacts on my life. Now that I know I should had given more love to my beloved sister but it's all too late (weep). I regret!

For people who are still there with their love one, I hope you cherish them. Don't live your life with such regrets after lossing them. Indulge yourselves in your life and love. Be responsible to the people around you and to yourself. It's not a difficult task but a simply thought and move to achieve. When it's time to let go, let it go.. It can be beautiful sometimes rather than to stay hurt. Love can be so great.. I believe..!!

for the someone out there, I know I am not expect being a judge of what life and love mean. But at least I learn to cherish it and live it with pride.. It's really so sad to have any regrets from any chapter of our life. The most important thing is we are responsible for our own life and we do it with a simple thoughts of loving. Love can be greater that way I believe!


Written by,
Terence c.w.t.
12 Aug 06