What's Going On?

I was busy,
I was tired,
everything gets messy.
my hair, my backpack,
my bed, my room..
I am so scared..
while I am still all alone..

Roses of the Phantom,
papers from my work,
clothes in my closet,
jumbling up in my mind..
I become so disorganised.
I am so helpless..
and I still walking all alone..

I could not sleep at night,
I miss you..
I slept,
and yet I dreamt of you.

It's all messed up...
What's going on??
What happen to me?
I ponderred...
looking at the blank wall,
as I thought,
there is a picture of you.

What's going on with me?
venturing my own mind...

(I was busy, yet I started to slack. I did not update my blog as I had. *Sigh!* I had wasted all the time. But I thought of you sometimes and I am glad...)

Written by Terence c.w.t.