Far Away

You are somewhere there far away,
now it's further..
I am confused about your return,
in a sudden it's closer again.
Many thoughts in my mind,
I can't manage to configure..

In dream I believe,
but reality kills my believing.
You are really far out there,
further than I ever thought.
too far that can hardly be seen..

I choose to let go sometimes,
I know it hurts staying stubborn,
I wanted to keep you in mind,
your reply seems disagreeing me..
with all the time I had wasted on waiting.
but I don't mind..
I was hurt,
and now I learnt.
It seems like growing but I am still childish.
*I guess..

After all,
I figured out this,
it's all about the paths that I went through,
the memories I had,
it stays in my heart,
sometimes hurts but,
sometimes sweeten my day..
No matter how far away,
you are still there,
right there in my mind..

It works..
I know I loved,
and still love but in a different form..
it's probably "Luv"?
I dont know... but it works,
from me for you.. far away...I "Luv"..

Written by,
Terence C.W.T.
for the someone tha has return differently..