Germany Finally...

My thought,
my feeling,
and even my whole body is here now.

It's such a fantastic moment,
stepping on the German ground,
that everything seems so different here.
I keep myself smilling like a psycho,
whenever I am now..
It's sound silly but it's truth.

I can't wait to explore this land.
can't wait to see more.

Excitement strikes me each minute...

Written by,
Terence C.W.T..
in Heidelberg, Germany
29th June 2006

MAybe SOmedays

I keep dreamming each day,
listening to the echo to bounce back,
pondering the unexpected,
hugging the unrealistic,
preparing for my sadness to strike...

MAybe somedays...
I will be free like the flying seabird,
fly up high searching for a real dream,
indulged in the ocean breeze,
heading to the new horizon.

MAybe somedays...
You will hold me tight like no others,
fill my heart with all the realities,
whispering the words with romance,
tune up the love songs in my heart,
shower me with blissful moment.

I realised my sadness,
I forgotten them,
I found friends,
I cherish them...

MAybe somedays...
I will be happier than now,
I believe in it..

Written by,
Terence C.W.T.

Far Away

You are somewhere there far away,
now it's further..
I am confused about your return,
in a sudden it's closer again.
Many thoughts in my mind,
I can't manage to configure..

In dream I believe,
but reality kills my believing.
You are really far out there,
further than I ever thought.
too far that can hardly be seen..

I choose to let go sometimes,
I know it hurts staying stubborn,
I wanted to keep you in mind,
your reply seems disagreeing me..
with all the time I had wasted on waiting.
but I don't mind..
I was hurt,
and now I learnt.
It seems like growing but I am still childish.
*I guess..

After all,
I figured out this,
it's all about the paths that I went through,
the memories I had,
it stays in my heart,
sometimes hurts but,
sometimes sweeten my day..
No matter how far away,
you are still there,
right there in my mind..

It works..
I know I loved,
and still love but in a different form..
it's probably "Luv"?
I dont know... but it works,
from me for you.. far away...I "Luv"..

Written by,
Terence C.W.T.
for the someone tha has return differently..

Is it so HARD?

No idea what hits my mind?
I somehow think that why is it so difficult to be me..
Dreamming is my daily routine,
I try so hard to be me,
it ended up with lots of confusions,
disturbing my peace and how I react my life.

Is it so HARD?
To feel the someone is thinking of me?
I doubt this..
Listening to a love song simply sadden me.
Where is the someone that I have been waiting for?
Again the no one hurts me..

unfinished.. continuations..moving ons..

written by,
T.C..