No one, Nothing...

I am drifting apart,
Far away from you,
you seems fading away in memory,
Yet it seems you are there somewhere,
deep in my mind.
I once said you mean a lot me.
Indeed you are.

Perhaps, time had changed me,
I am stronger now,
As I covered my memory,
Memory which contents you,
Who was once so vivid.
I have not forgotten you,
I have not given you up,
But it seems to be not working anymore,

Somehow...

Knocking on each door,
Which has nobody in there.
I can’t help but feeling abandoned.
When no one shares my drink,
When no one shares the air I breathe in my room,
When no one tells me I shall stop wondering,
Wondering where my soul belongs.
Perhaps to another empty room,
Till someone comes with a knock,

yet I am still one my own.

I am drifting apart,
I am lost,
Just because you are no longer here,

not even there,
Sharing with me.
I miss you…
and you don't know it..

I just feel like screaming..

nothing..

(for again the someone.. You were once so great.. you were once so obvious, but seems to be so unreachable now.. I miss you.. but you are not there anymore..so I guess I had just missing “no one” here..)

Written by TEre

19th May 09

May Eleventh wrote May Tenth..

Sitting alone in a boring room,

my brain cells are not working punctually,

keep flashing slide shows of yesterday,

of you playing with your emotional cares.

Love the way you typed your messages,

wish i could have the smell of your fingertips,

hitting the keys with gentle tabacco taste,

sending the words byte by byte..

As the packets arrived,

my heart beats got stimulated,

receiving romance from the networks,

the heat is felt in every single nerve.

I know I am not in love,

but i know I am full of Love,

though you are far away,

our gap is tighten up with every breathe we take.

Raindrops fill the empty air,

cool down the heat of our summer day,

You heat up my life with love,

Compact it with magnified tenderness and care.

I love the feeling,

Even though it's not in reality,

but this dream looks so clear,

sure it won't end with tears.

Thus I still believe,

my dream is worth to live,

to have someone so far yet so close,

in heart and in our fantasy,

Where dream is actually a realm,

of you and I in this universe..

Written by TEre

(From someone to someone. Are both connected in heart even though they are far apart..? I am not sure about the answer. So what if you know you are already friends? Just let it be...)

May the Eleventh..