Must you...??

Must you come and go,
Must you come and bring me hope,
Must you go and tear a piece of my fragile soul,
Must you lie that you would miss me even if you don’t?

What if I lost my strength,
To protect myself I don’t want revenge?
What if I lost my mind,
Seek no forgiveness and start to cry?

Must you come and go,
Must you come and bring me hope,
Must you go and tear a piece of my fragile soul,
Must you lie that you would miss me even if you are not?

I kept giving my best,
But it seems I am failing the test,
Seeing the lies in your eyes,
Don’t want an angel in disguise.

Must you come,
Must you go…
Must you tear a piece of my soul..

(to the someone I once believed, I am confused.. Each time you left, you tear a piece of me away..)

Written by,
TEre

For My Little Panda

(Before I met you)

I lived in my loneliness for decades,
And I never met my fate,
In dream I did not find it fascinate,
When love seems to be so faked,
I always woke up feeling sad,
But at night solitude makes me awaked.

I prayed so hard,
And I believe in love..

(Then I met you..)

Thirty-day has gone,
Since then I feel reborn,
I know that time flies,
But time leaves our memories behind.
Now life is not the same,
Simply because you show up as a friend.

Yesterdays are gone,
But my memories is never this strong,
I know what I had done is not wrong,
And you’ll lead me to be so fond.
Life was different since then,
Simply because I’d found you, not just a friend.

To our love,
To our first 30th day,
To the future months,
To the future years,
I kiss you while I am in my tears.
Believe that we will finally be so near.

For our love,
For our First 30th day,
For the future months,
For the future years,
I cherish you my dear,
Wonders that never seems so clear..

…You are my baby Panda.. I love you!!

Written by,
TEre
30days after 090909

Get Over!

Peeping through a tiny hole,

I see such a small world,

Where love is not there,

Seems like nobody there who cares.

I was wandering in a busy street,

Telling my mind to stay always sweet,

Yet my heart is arrowed by poison,

Spreading the venom with no reason.

Then I was totally depressed,

Try to run way from the moment of stress,

If waiting is what I deserved,

Stop it now or make it fast forward.

As I weep alone at night,

I will challenge loneliness for a fight,

Wish I dream of you when I sleep,

Then I would win the fight with a back kick.

I will be better when sun rises anyway,

As morning breeze sends sadness away.

Combine the power of the universe,

It makes all negative thought a big reverse.

Sunlight will pamper me with its heat,

Let’s get re-born with those joyful beats,

Omit the tears which caused by misery,

Today’s beautiful as yesterday is history.

(Face it, get over it, and you will be fine. Devil can’t win over angel. Darkness will be light up when sunrises. I want to cherish you as who you are, and I believe there is a great future.)

Written by,

Tere

Away from Sadness and Loneliness..

Here I am,

Waiting for the game,

Where we meet again,

Things could never be the same.

_____________________________

Perhaps loneliness created sadness,

That switches me out of focus,

With tears nourishing my eyelashes,

Dropping without my consciousness.

_______________________________

To be sad,

To be lonesome,

To be sensitive.

I am always too naïve.

Treating melancholy a big feast.

___________________________

Here I am,

Away from the rain,

Crying alone in pain,

Missing you again and again.

_________________________

Perhaps you appeared to be careless,

Without realizing my emptiness,

Killing my each second with your kindness,

Dragging me out of my senses.

___________________________

To get it over,

To feel happier,

To create laughter,

I wish I were a surfer.

Riding the board like a warrior,

Hugging wind which enlightens my heart from being a worrier.
__________________________________________________

Written by TEre,

Sadness and loneliness will always fade away, I still deserve a great someone as you claimed.. Stay happier and happier Tere..

No one, Nothing...

I am drifting apart,
Far away from you,
you seems fading away in memory,
Yet it seems you are there somewhere,
deep in my mind.
I once said you mean a lot me.
Indeed you are.

Perhaps, time had changed me,
I am stronger now,
As I covered my memory,
Memory which contents you,
Who was once so vivid.
I have not forgotten you,
I have not given you up,
But it seems to be not working anymore,

Somehow...

Knocking on each door,
Which has nobody in there.
I can’t help but feeling abandoned.
When no one shares my drink,
When no one shares the air I breathe in my room,
When no one tells me I shall stop wondering,
Wondering where my soul belongs.
Perhaps to another empty room,
Till someone comes with a knock,

yet I am still one my own.

I am drifting apart,
I am lost,
Just because you are no longer here,

not even there,
Sharing with me.
I miss you…
and you don't know it..

I just feel like screaming..

nothing..

(for again the someone.. You were once so great.. you were once so obvious, but seems to be so unreachable now.. I miss you.. but you are not there anymore..so I guess I had just missing “no one” here..)

Written by TEre

19th May 09

May Eleventh wrote May Tenth..

Sitting alone in a boring room,

my brain cells are not working punctually,

keep flashing slide shows of yesterday,

of you playing with your emotional cares.

Love the way you typed your messages,

wish i could have the smell of your fingertips,

hitting the keys with gentle tabacco taste,

sending the words byte by byte..

As the packets arrived,

my heart beats got stimulated,

receiving romance from the networks,

the heat is felt in every single nerve.

I know I am not in love,

but i know I am full of Love,

though you are far away,

our gap is tighten up with every breathe we take.

Raindrops fill the empty air,

cool down the heat of our summer day,

You heat up my life with love,

Compact it with magnified tenderness and care.

I love the feeling,

Even though it's not in reality,

but this dream looks so clear,

sure it won't end with tears.

Thus I still believe,

my dream is worth to live,

to have someone so far yet so close,

in heart and in our fantasy,

Where dream is actually a realm,

of you and I in this universe..

Written by TEre

(From someone to someone. Are both connected in heart even though they are far apart..? I am not sure about the answer. So what if you know you are already friends? Just let it be...)

May the Eleventh..

Morning..

Chinese word of Wisdom: “A daily planning begins in the morning, a yearly planning starts from spring.”
When morning has broken,
Sunlight emerges from the horizon,
Birds dancing in the sky,
Flowers wake up from the disappearing mist,
Cloud dresses up like snowman,
Contradicting with the blue sky,
Wind cuddles the trees,
And the leaves waves hello,
That’s when the magical moment begins.

Start your day,
Look at the beautiful surrounding,
Embrace the sunlight,
Feel the breeze,
Realize your purpose for the day.
Affirm and say,
What a wonderful world and day.
It’s a wonderful start,
The past is over,
This is my moment.
We all deserve to feel great.

Unless you don’t allow yourself to enjoy this.

Forget and forgive the past,
Learn from it and appreciate the lesson learnt,
Take a new breathe and start a new life.
It begins every morning.

Written by,
TEre

Relationship..

Relationship..
It means connections between people,
Yet it’s personal.
Why?

Everything has a root,
It begins from the nucleus of a cell,
Or an atom from an element.
For relationship,
It all begins from our mind,
Our heart and then our feelings.
Love is an invisible atom of a relationship.
This is the root of being happy, peaceful and divine.

Hatred is the passive role,
It’s a result of imbalance soul.
Humans get to choose to be happier,
And it evolves from your inside.

If you feel peaceful,
You can influent your surroundings to be more beautiful.
Therefore the choice is yours.
It’s easy to feel peaceful,
It’s easy to love,
And it’s easier to feel that you are been loved.

Love the people around you,
Even though they are bad,
Love your strangers,
And you are more beautiful that way.
Love your enemy,
As they teach you how to send love,
Love yourself,
And the universe will return you with the real magic.

Written by Tere

~inspired by Dr. Wayne Dyer (Real Magic)

HAPPY 2009 with PEACE from LOVES

It's New Year day today,
sky is clear,
Wind is blowing,
Sun is shinning bright,
Everything seems really GREAT.

Not much celebration for me last night,
but I enjoyed the whole day.
It's a brand new year now,
to me it's nothing,
because everyday should be a new beginning,
even every next moment.

My learning journey does not stop,
every next moment is a reborned,
it is fresh,
it is new,
as long as you now what you are doing.

I wish all HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009.
for those who celebrates,
and for those who does not,
it's always a new begining for the next second,
Cherish life and spread love.
We are here, on Earth,
not only for ourselves,
it's for everyone..
It's always happier that way.
LOVE LOVE LOVE bring PEACE!

Written by Tere
01012009 noon

It's MAGIC..

It’s my Christmas tree.
I always wanted a Christmas tree,
This year in this last month of the year,
I decided to get one.
The process is simple but the outcome is MAGICAL..

Assembling my Christmas tree is a wonderful experience,
I can hear my soul start smiling looking at it,
Then in my mind I hear the bells jingle.
Christmas song starts playing following the heart beats,
A soothing and chilling wind start padding me,
It’s Christmas soon, it’s year end, it’s new year,
And it’s MAGIC and MAGICAL..

Wishes for the new beginning..
(Sharing a joy, spreading love, write more, be inspiring and to inspire, staying on purpose and enjoy life…)

Moments..

It's time for some Music
This is what I call the MOMENTS..
You can do much more if you want it,
Music is not just for listening,
it's for us to feel,
with heart, with love, with expression..




Your heart glows,
when you got inspired,
then love spreads around the world,
and each of us expresses with tears..
This is what I called moments,
moments that touches us,
as human..
I can feel the love..
can you?

I will meet you at the place
"Where the Streets has No Names"
all I want is You...with love..




(There is always a touching moment when I watch something meaningful, as I am feeling it for mankind. For all of us.. LOVE ! PEACE !)

Written by TEre

P.U.R.P.O.S.E.

I was watching a musical. One of the songs came out with the title “Purpose”. I was suddenly having so much thought about this. Therefore I am blogging now since my last post 1 and half months ago. Here I go…

There is something we don’t know,
As life doesn’t suck and you won’t fall?
Realize you are important as we are part of it,
Part of the universe. (Think BIG)

If you think your life sucks,
Sing this song – (It sucks to be me – Avenue Q),
But cheer up after this and think of your life.
Why don’t you find a “PURPOSE”
It’s a simple rule we apply to everything,
Contribute to your life.

It’s a journey,
We want it to be interesting and meaningful,
I know I show up with nothing,
And I know I will leave with nothing,
But there is something I want to have,
That is to have the purpose in life.
Find what you want to do for this journey,
Work on it,
Fight the fear,
Challenge the obstacle,
Contribute to the rest,
Give more than take,
Smile more often,
Keep the worries away and stay positives,
Be nice and think big.
You feel happier when you smile more.

That is our life,
You have it,
You decide what you want.
Look for the purpose,
Work on towards it.
It will be a meaningful journey.
You have the destiny deep inside yourself.



(I wrote this because I'd found my purpose. I wish that you find what is your life's purposes. I have not acheived mine but I am working towards it. It's also called a juorney, which I am now driving on towards what I called my PURPOSE.. you too.. find it.. do it..
Life isn't suck at all.. you do when you ignore your life..)


TEre..
6 Nov 2008

Stay Out of Negatives..

If you are too stressed out,
Take a break,
Just to look at the sky,
Or listen to the sound of water flowing.
Keep yourself in a quiet space.
Let you mind free for a while,
Breath and slower down your heart beats.

If you are too sad,
Take a break,
Quarantine yourself to be alone,
Cry out if you need to,
Use out the sadness by tearing,
Keep your soul calm,
Breath and believe that the best is coming.

If you are too angry,
Take a break,
Talk to someone that would listen,
Curse and swear about the things,
with no intension but to spill out your anger,
Get over it and face it with optimism,
You will feel better the next moment,
Breath and cool down you nerve.

Nothing is more important than what you see yourself as,
Nothing is changing if you don’t decide the change,
Your mind plays the game,
You should control it,
Rather than to let it control you.
Realize it and stay alive,
Stay happy,
Stay calm,
Stay rationale.
Staying out of negatives..

Written by,
TEre

Yesterday, Today, Tommorow...

Yesterday
tomorrow
today..

I love these words..

Yesterday is history.
Things that had happened is past,
History remains memory,
Therefore we learnt from it when it’s a mistake,
We recall for sense of fulfillment when it’s achievements.
What had past, had past.
It changes nothing as we decide the change.
Yesterday has to be a bless,
For today and tomorrow..

Tomorrow is a mystery,
None of us know how it would be.
Mystery is indefinite,
There is no need for us to worry,
Our lesson learnt from today,
We apply it tomorrow when something new approaching.
We pray for the mysteries,
Because there are a lot of possibilities,
Tomorrow is why we are here today,

Today is a gift,
We are lucky as we are alive,
Every single life form plays its part on earth,
No matter how hard life is,
We must cherish the moment of our existence,
As we are gifted for chances,
Chances that make us sail toward tomorrow.
It’s wonderful to be living a life not just for the sack of living,
But for the journey we will be venturing.
Today is a GIFT, that is why it’s called the PRESENT.

I always like to write something related to life,
As I understand what life is.
Hopefully from my simple writing here,
People read and get inspired,
By what I’m trying to relate,
It’s not easy to understand sometimes,
But it’s not hard too.
We are all born with heart,
No matter what you are doing,
If you do it with a generous heart,
You will find it so wonderful.
It’s just as easy as that.
Today is the moment,
We must treat it whole heartedly.
Because today will be yesterday for tomorrow.
Cherish the moment of today,
It will be as exciting as opening a present.
You have your today, don’t waste it.
You have your life, live it with your heart
and don’t waste it too.
Share the gift.
Share your heart.

share your LIFE...

Written by TEre

My love for...

My beloved sister,
I almost forgotten your face now,
Each year this day,
I am sad because I miss you.
I was not a good brother,
It’s ashamed for me,
You left us,
To a place that is so far away.
But you somehow taught me something,
Something that I had never realized before,
It’s so important and precious.
Love for family members,
And to cherish the people around me.
I cried when you left me,
So sad that I could not help it,
Someone who is so closed had gone,
And I didn’t really cherish the moment,
When you were around.
I am sorry,
I promise I will remember you.
Has been 8 years now,
The moment that you are gone,
I felt guilty,
Of not being caring enough.
Still thankful that I did say goodbye,
Or I would regret for a lifetime.
If I had a chance I will thank you,
For playing an important role in my life journey.
You taught me LOVE..
My dearest sister Wendy..
Happy Birthday and I love you..

My dearest friend,
I am glad I still the first,
To send you birthday wishes at 12 mid-night,
It seems like I had set myself alarm in mind.
Even though countries separate us,
Quite far apart,
But we are still somehow,
nailed deep in each other’s heart,

As friends..
You used to be the one I was crazy for,
spending most of the time in school,
So closed that I can’t explain the feeling.
The moment still lies down deep in heart.
I was in love,
I still love you but in a different way now.
You taught me love,

to let go with love,
Now we are still very good friends.
it is another important chapter of life to know you,
Somehow I can’t explain why.
The feeling had exceeded much more than love,
I love you in a way that I wish for your best.
I thank you for our friendship,
It’s one of the most wonderful thing,
that had ever happened in my entire life.
You enrich my life,
With your existence.
My super friend Anna,
Happy Birthday and I love you..

(to these two birthday girls of 14 Aug who mean a lot to me, simply because of your existence and departure. You have provided me precious moments and inspirations of my life. It’s my greatest fortune to know you. I am grateful to have you always in my mind as my greatest Leo girls of my life chapter...)

Written by,
TEre
14 Aug 2008