My love for...

My beloved sister,
I almost forgotten your face now,
Each year this day,
I am sad because I miss you.
I was not a good brother,
It’s ashamed for me,
You left us,
To a place that is so far away.
But you somehow taught me something,
Something that I had never realized before,
It’s so important and precious.
Love for family members,
And to cherish the people around me.
I cried when you left me,
So sad that I could not help it,
Someone who is so closed had gone,
And I didn’t really cherish the moment,
When you were around.
I am sorry,
I promise I will remember you.
Has been 8 years now,
The moment that you are gone,
I felt guilty,
Of not being caring enough.
Still thankful that I did say goodbye,
Or I would regret for a lifetime.
If I had a chance I will thank you,
For playing an important role in my life journey.
You taught me LOVE..
My dearest sister Wendy..
Happy Birthday and I love you..

My dearest friend,
I am glad I still the first,
To send you birthday wishes at 12 mid-night,
It seems like I had set myself alarm in mind.
Even though countries separate us,
Quite far apart,
But we are still somehow,
nailed deep in each other’s heart,

As friends..
You used to be the one I was crazy for,
spending most of the time in school,
So closed that I can’t explain the feeling.
The moment still lies down deep in heart.
I was in love,
I still love you but in a different way now.
You taught me love,

to let go with love,
Now we are still very good friends.
it is another important chapter of life to know you,
Somehow I can’t explain why.
The feeling had exceeded much more than love,
I love you in a way that I wish for your best.
I thank you for our friendship,
It’s one of the most wonderful thing,
that had ever happened in my entire life.
You enrich my life,
With your existence.
My super friend Anna,
Happy Birthday and I love you..

(to these two birthday girls of 14 Aug who mean a lot to me, simply because of your existence and departure. You have provided me precious moments and inspirations of my life. It’s my greatest fortune to know you. I am grateful to have you always in my mind as my greatest Leo girls of my life chapter...)

Written by,
TEre
14 Aug 2008

My words for 08 08 08...

It’s a special day today.
080808..
I want to say something..

Congratulation to China on hosting the biggest sport event on earth.

Beijing 2008 OLYMPIC Games.
I love Olympic games so much.
Since my school time.
I spent so much time watching the broadcast on TV.

The opening ceremony is always so nice and great.
It inspires me of life and humanity.
To see the people from all around the world,
Gathering for such a wonderful event,
Which is always spectacular and wonderful.
Other than each one of the Olympian trying their best,
Making human history,
Challenging human limits,
Achieving their dreams,
It actually inspiring us,
On how an event gathers the people around the globe.
As a uniform,
that brings energy to our planet,
Proving human is the most active life form here.

I love the peaceful feeling,
I love the moment when the world is somehow united.
There are so many wars here and there nowadays,
Hopefully The Olympic Games reflect unity of mankind.
The vision of improving technology for good wills,
The wills for pushing the limits of human abilities.
I wish for best success for this GREAT event..

“One World One Dream”

Again,
PEACE around the world, for everyone.


TEre

080808

Somedays..

Someday in my future,
I am standing up right there,
Higher than you among the crowd,
Just for you to see me clear.

I will share my dream,
With my inspirations of love,
Through the air between us,
And let the sound wave shudders you.

Someday in my future,
I am kissing my lovely friends,
Telling you my journey,
Of how proud I am as a human.

I will infect you with bliss,
With simple smile of my heart,
Cheerful enough to make you tear down,
And it will be a wonderful moment.

Someday in our future,
The world is ours,
As it is like always,
For the lives we deserve as a human,
Making the planet livelier each day,
With tranquility,
Of all the organisms here.

We will stay connected,
As we are uniform,
At our inner and outer peace,
Making it happens,
With me and you being together.
Creating light that will light up our planet,
As it is a star in our galaxy.
How wonderful..

Peace, around the world, forever!

TEre
With dreams..

I wanna be GREAT..because I care..

I had been nice,
Sincere and friendly.
I had been fun,
honest and a loyal friend.
I considered...

Why you had just cheated?
With lies that you once said you dislike.
May be I am too sensitive,
but why lying?

I don't deserve this.
You could had just tell me the truth,
I am sure I can accept.
I am not as narrow-minded..
I am someone with enormous heart.
I can accept things that you never thought I would.
You will see,
I will prove it.
Not a promiss but it's a reality.

You are forgiven,
yesterday had past,
tomorrow is another day,
future is for us to enjoy..
Therefore I forgive.

Lovely friends,
you are still in my prayer all the time..
I do this for everyone,
Good people or bad people,
as you are around me,
you play a part of my life.
I want us to enjoy every moment we are together..
simply because I care for you..

TEre
(to everyone around me. I believe I can share my strong feeling for life with you. We deserve a peaceful world.. Therefore you are important to me..)

I was in Bangkok 10~15th July 2008

I had a Break in Bangkok after months of hard work. It is my 1st time managing a trip alone :)

Oh I did this in Haagxx Daxx Bangkok. My friend recorded this. It was such a fun evening.

Was really cool..

I always love bathtub.. I had coffee there..haha!! so nice!!

pink bicycles on the street.. Kawaii..

I was taking this mirrored picture because from here I saw what I want in my life..

A trip alone taught me independence and adventure that we always need in our lives. There is a meaningful phrase from Chinese teaching which says "It's always greater to travel a 10 thousand miles than reading 10 thousands books." (translated) :)

Travelling widen our view, our thinking, our heart and mind..

Journey Begins here...

I will treat this as the start of my journey,
of singing, performing and dream.
The strong feeling of excitement,
Fills my every breath.
I take this seriously,
No matter what the result could be,
I know I want to be there,
So I will do it.
It’s about beating myself,
Pushing myself to a new limit,
And refresh my mind,
With what I want to achieve.
I know you are there for me
So I will be strong,
And I will be tough and brave.
I can do it!
I know!
(To myself, I will be strong, brave and inspiring. To my friends, your support means so much to me. Thank you! Watch me, and I will show you!)

SingOut 08, 14 June 2008. DBS Auditorium, Singapore. ~~ new beginning..
Written by TEre

~~The Day When I found You~~

May be someday
You arrived with joy
Come to me as our souls joined
With love and care
And we will never be alone again.

May be someday
You bring me yourself
As a token of never ending tender
With kisses and hug
And we become each other’s companion.

It’s going to be just the two of us
Wandering the wonderland
With the greenest grass land
And an incredible blue sky
We lie down drawing the clouds
With different shapes we wish to have.

It’s going to be just the two of us
Standing back to back
Holding each other’s hands
Feeling the wind on a breezy beach
Listening to the waves patting the shore
With gentle touch of strong love.

Imagine just you and I
Looking at each and other
Each time our hearts beat
It whispers the phrase of love
That feeling turns so strong each second
And cuddle becomes so soothing

That is when you come to me
The day when I found you
My love.

(Always to the someone, you are here soon, I know.. You are all what I’ve been waiting for, listening to me and give me a warmest hug I’ve always been missing)

Written by,TEre on a fine fine day..

me, and 3 couples..

I was thinking,
am I a curse for you?
Certain things I am worried,
becasuse it keeps happening.
Why?

I was thinking,
am I a curse for you?
For all the bad endings,
sadden you and sadden me.
Sigh!

I pray so hard,
for your happiness,
for your everything.
As I know,
that you are still my dearest,
and I know you will get the blessing.

I am sorry,
if I were a curse to you.
I just never thought that would happen,
didn't mean it at all.
I want the best for you.
as I know you are the best of mine.
I swear..
(for my dearest mates, my closest friends, I am sorry that it ends up this way. I always wish the best for you. You are so important in my life and you certainly mean a lot to me.. my love for our friendship)

"Don't Waste Your Life!" (from the movie - Iron Man)

I watched Iron Man the movie last night with my best friend. As usual, I am touched by the movie apart from the fact that it’s a thumbs-up movie. It simply because I always watch movie in a different point of view. Well, no doubt I am always “the emotional one” here. In the movie of Spiderman, Superman Return or The Eye, my tears came out just like that.

The reason being, I’m feeling the movie rather than watching it. Talking back about the movie “Iron Man”. It’s really a great movie and it touches about the worst and most worrying issue of the world nowadays, which is war. The moment when I saw the scene of war, I felt so much about it. We are lucky that some of us are not involved in all these and never experience war before. Otherwise it would be really scary I bet. Imagine we are in a war now. We are living in fear and surrounded by violence each second, without knowing which moment is going to be the last second that we would stay alive. When do we get to hug “the someone” we love or are we going to have the chance to do so? When are we seeing our family for the last moment or do we have the chance at all? When we say “I love you, and I don’t want to die now!” to our lover or something like that.

In the movie, during the scene when Yinsen told Tony Stark(Iron Man) on his last breathe, “Don’t waste your life”. I felt it so much, because I think it’s so true. No one on earth should ever waste its life. Apart from the fact that your life is given by your mum, you should also remind yourself that there are so many people struggling for living each day, in war, in sickness and in this materialistic living nowadays. This is a chapter of life that I’ve learnt so far during my journey and I am still learning. Even though my life is not really a tough one but I strongly believe that everyone play a little part in this world.

If you think you are useless, then make yourself useful. There got to be something you are capable of by giving contribution to this world for sure which you have not realized yet. Therefore, live your life significantly. We should also live to inspire the others, such as the youth, and it’s so meaningful! Just remember, when you are alone you have a little power, when you think you are not alone, you are certainly going to be more powerful in contributing to our world.

I want to share this because I realized my dream and I know what I want to do in my future, and I also believe that I can contribute to this world at least a little bit no matter what. I am working on it and you should, too..

To all my friends and to readers, I am not what you call “feeling feeling”. I am just what I am and who I am. This is because I know “When you BELEIVE in it, it WILL happen!!” and remember, DON’T WASTE YOUR LIFE… Peace!!

Written by,
Tere

apart..

My body is weak,
As I am almost drowning,
In a muddy pond,
full of "me" missing you.

I said don’t go away,
As I’m afraid that we will be far apart,
With distance holding up the barriers,
Your days will become my nights.

Sunsets at the different time,
Moon rises as my sun shines.
Your winter is my summer,
My flowers blossom as yours wilted.

I wake up each day,
Trying to recall my dreams,
It’s full of you and I,
Trying hard to overcome our barricades.

I am unsure,
I am uncertain.
That you are the right one,
That will burry my loneliness,
Deep in the ocean and land,
Those keep us apart.

Therefore I ask you to think of me.
Just promise me you'll try..
(to the someone whom I care and miss, you know I am writting this for you.. take care and remember me..)
Written by Tere

Think of Me ~ Tere

My 1st youtube song..
"Think of Me" (Phantom of the Opera)
Click on Tere's picture to view..

sadden me..but I live from it..

It's sad but yet glad moment,

as it had really come to an end.

Never thought how confident I am,

never thought how strong I've been.

But it happened.

Just like that!

Sadness to actually symbolized new begins,

and that mean I am stronger now.

I will never be afraid and sad again for these,

more importantly I know who I am,

where I stand and how I am going to be.

Thank you for sadden me,

because I found the truth.

That I will never gonna need that hope anymore.

That I will never be sad about it anymore.

and I will never cry for you anymore.

Be please that I am still gonna treat you well,

but only a nice person that treat me the same.

See the truth,

find the real meaning,

live our own ways.

I am surviving in my way I guess.
(to the someone that sadden me, you are what you are, don't change it. Keep it going! I am going to be fine. I am fine anyway..)

Written by Tere 26 April 08 (00:00)midnight..

Just like that..

It's just like that

Sometimes we can’t help ourselves,
But to have pessimistic thinking,
Over anything that comes out of sudden,
It’s just the way life is,
Don’t blame on it,
or on your luck,
or your destiny.
It’s just the way it is somehow..
Because there are always good and bad.
Bad thoughts overcome good thinking,
Good thoughts overcome bad thinking.
The choice is yours,
You deserve what your will tells you.
You decide what you deserved.
No seas are calm forever,
No skies are always clear.
Same logic applies to life,
No one can be happy every minute,
Nobody can be upset all the time.
Positive thinking improves our lives,
It makes us a better person.
Not perfection,
But at least a step closer to perfect.
Perfection is infinite,
Therefore keep improve as a better one.
As you do so,
You reach a higher stage of humanity.
Life has it’s up and down,
But when you keep improving,
In a way it pushes you higher,
In your life quality,
In your personality,
In humanity.
Life… it seems short,
But it’s meaningful,
And beautiful.
When you know how to realize it,
When you know how you would deserve it,
When you decided that you deserve it.
And when you cherish what is it,
To be yourself,
and continue improving,
being a better person…

Written by Tere (9th Apr 2008)

My March..

You asked me what’s wrong,
I knew I am not strong.
It hurts me like I expected,
That you are far under graded.

Smiles on your face,
Contaminates me like ash,
Muddles my consciousness,
Scattered in my every heartbeats.

Seems like a cursed March,
Seems like a blessed March.

Confusing by the bad and good,
Should I move on?
Or should I stay put?

You appeared with surprises,
Tearing off my loneliness.
Occupied me with hugs,
Filled me with laughers.

Seems like a cursed March,
Seems like a blessed March.

Buzzing me with sweetness and sorrow,
Should I stay drowning?
Or should I just ignore?

You left for your journey,
Detaching from my circle,
Sadden me with the memories,
Pulling me out from a dream.

A curse of March!
A bless of March!
(For the someone I met in this month. You bring joys and surprise in my life but yet you sadden somehow. I will be good, I will be fine, I promise.. It’s just me alone like always anyway..)

Written by,
Tere..

>dream on<

Since so long,
now the chance has arrived,
dream ahead,
sleep tight and keep the dream on.

I was not so observant,
realising my imagination is there,
for crafting dreams of my passion,
concerning of fulfilling a greater life.

It is a journey,
has been tough,
and will be tougher soon.
I take this challenge,
to dare this dream,
to go beyond the horizon,
and take a deep breathe there,
for the unpredictable future..

Wake up now!
I will be fying with my wings,
to where I belong,
to who I care,
for what I deserved to be..