Journey Begins here...

I will treat this as the start of my journey,
of singing, performing and dream.
The strong feeling of excitement,
Fills my every breath.
I take this seriously,
No matter what the result could be,
I know I want to be there,
So I will do it.
It’s about beating myself,
Pushing myself to a new limit,
And refresh my mind,
With what I want to achieve.
I know you are there for me
So I will be strong,
And I will be tough and brave.
I can do it!
I know!
(To myself, I will be strong, brave and inspiring. To my friends, your support means so much to me. Thank you! Watch me, and I will show you!)

SingOut 08, 14 June 2008. DBS Auditorium, Singapore. ~~ new beginning..
Written by TEre

~~The Day When I found You~~

May be someday
You arrived with joy
Come to me as our souls joined
With love and care
And we will never be alone again.

May be someday
You bring me yourself
As a token of never ending tender
With kisses and hug
And we become each other’s companion.

It’s going to be just the two of us
Wandering the wonderland
With the greenest grass land
And an incredible blue sky
We lie down drawing the clouds
With different shapes we wish to have.

It’s going to be just the two of us
Standing back to back
Holding each other’s hands
Feeling the wind on a breezy beach
Listening to the waves patting the shore
With gentle touch of strong love.

Imagine just you and I
Looking at each and other
Each time our hearts beat
It whispers the phrase of love
That feeling turns so strong each second
And cuddle becomes so soothing

That is when you come to me
The day when I found you
My love.

(Always to the someone, you are here soon, I know.. You are all what I’ve been waiting for, listening to me and give me a warmest hug I’ve always been missing)

Written by,TEre on a fine fine day..

me, and 3 couples..

I was thinking,
am I a curse for you?
Certain things I am worried,
becasuse it keeps happening.
Why?

I was thinking,
am I a curse for you?
For all the bad endings,
sadden you and sadden me.
Sigh!

I pray so hard,
for your happiness,
for your everything.
As I know,
that you are still my dearest,
and I know you will get the blessing.

I am sorry,
if I were a curse to you.
I just never thought that would happen,
didn't mean it at all.
I want the best for you.
as I know you are the best of mine.
I swear..
(for my dearest mates, my closest friends, I am sorry that it ends up this way. I always wish the best for you. You are so important in my life and you certainly mean a lot to me.. my love for our friendship)

"Don't Waste Your Life!" (from the movie - Iron Man)

I watched Iron Man the movie last night with my best friend. As usual, I am touched by the movie apart from the fact that it’s a thumbs-up movie. It simply because I always watch movie in a different point of view. Well, no doubt I am always “the emotional one” here. In the movie of Spiderman, Superman Return or The Eye, my tears came out just like that.

The reason being, I’m feeling the movie rather than watching it. Talking back about the movie “Iron Man”. It’s really a great movie and it touches about the worst and most worrying issue of the world nowadays, which is war. The moment when I saw the scene of war, I felt so much about it. We are lucky that some of us are not involved in all these and never experience war before. Otherwise it would be really scary I bet. Imagine we are in a war now. We are living in fear and surrounded by violence each second, without knowing which moment is going to be the last second that we would stay alive. When do we get to hug “the someone” we love or are we going to have the chance to do so? When are we seeing our family for the last moment or do we have the chance at all? When we say “I love you, and I don’t want to die now!” to our lover or something like that.

In the movie, during the scene when Yinsen told Tony Stark(Iron Man) on his last breathe, “Don’t waste your life”. I felt it so much, because I think it’s so true. No one on earth should ever waste its life. Apart from the fact that your life is given by your mum, you should also remind yourself that there are so many people struggling for living each day, in war, in sickness and in this materialistic living nowadays. This is a chapter of life that I’ve learnt so far during my journey and I am still learning. Even though my life is not really a tough one but I strongly believe that everyone play a little part in this world.

If you think you are useless, then make yourself useful. There got to be something you are capable of by giving contribution to this world for sure which you have not realized yet. Therefore, live your life significantly. We should also live to inspire the others, such as the youth, and it’s so meaningful! Just remember, when you are alone you have a little power, when you think you are not alone, you are certainly going to be more powerful in contributing to our world.

I want to share this because I realized my dream and I know what I want to do in my future, and I also believe that I can contribute to this world at least a little bit no matter what. I am working on it and you should, too..

To all my friends and to readers, I am not what you call “feeling feeling”. I am just what I am and who I am. This is because I know “When you BELEIVE in it, it WILL happen!!” and remember, DON’T WASTE YOUR LIFE… Peace!!

Written by,
Tere

apart..

My body is weak,
As I am almost drowning,
In a muddy pond,
full of "me" missing you.

I said don’t go away,
As I’m afraid that we will be far apart,
With distance holding up the barriers,
Your days will become my nights.

Sunsets at the different time,
Moon rises as my sun shines.
Your winter is my summer,
My flowers blossom as yours wilted.

I wake up each day,
Trying to recall my dreams,
It’s full of you and I,
Trying hard to overcome our barricades.

I am unsure,
I am uncertain.
That you are the right one,
That will burry my loneliness,
Deep in the ocean and land,
Those keep us apart.

Therefore I ask you to think of me.
Just promise me you'll try..
(to the someone whom I care and miss, you know I am writting this for you.. take care and remember me..)
Written by Tere

Think of Me ~ Tere

My 1st youtube song..
"Think of Me" (Phantom of the Opera)
Click on Tere's picture to view..

sadden me..but I live from it..

It's sad but yet glad moment,

as it had really come to an end.

Never thought how confident I am,

never thought how strong I've been.

But it happened.

Just like that!

Sadness to actually symbolized new begins,

and that mean I am stronger now.

I will never be afraid and sad again for these,

more importantly I know who I am,

where I stand and how I am going to be.

Thank you for sadden me,

because I found the truth.

That I will never gonna need that hope anymore.

That I will never be sad about it anymore.

and I will never cry for you anymore.

Be please that I am still gonna treat you well,

but only a nice person that treat me the same.

See the truth,

find the real meaning,

live our own ways.

I am surviving in my way I guess.
(to the someone that sadden me, you are what you are, don't change it. Keep it going! I am going to be fine. I am fine anyway..)

Written by Tere 26 April 08 (00:00)midnight..

Just like that..

It's just like that

Sometimes we can’t help ourselves,
But to have pessimistic thinking,
Over anything that comes out of sudden,
It’s just the way life is,
Don’t blame on it,
or on your luck,
or your destiny.
It’s just the way it is somehow..
Because there are always good and bad.
Bad thoughts overcome good thinking,
Good thoughts overcome bad thinking.
The choice is yours,
You deserve what your will tells you.
You decide what you deserved.
No seas are calm forever,
No skies are always clear.
Same logic applies to life,
No one can be happy every minute,
Nobody can be upset all the time.
Positive thinking improves our lives,
It makes us a better person.
Not perfection,
But at least a step closer to perfect.
Perfection is infinite,
Therefore keep improve as a better one.
As you do so,
You reach a higher stage of humanity.
Life has it’s up and down,
But when you keep improving,
In a way it pushes you higher,
In your life quality,
In your personality,
In humanity.
Life… it seems short,
But it’s meaningful,
And beautiful.
When you know how to realize it,
When you know how you would deserve it,
When you decided that you deserve it.
And when you cherish what is it,
To be yourself,
and continue improving,
being a better person…

Written by Tere (9th Apr 2008)

My March..

You asked me what’s wrong,
I knew I am not strong.
It hurts me like I expected,
That you are far under graded.

Smiles on your face,
Contaminates me like ash,
Muddles my consciousness,
Scattered in my every heartbeats.

Seems like a cursed March,
Seems like a blessed March.

Confusing by the bad and good,
Should I move on?
Or should I stay put?

You appeared with surprises,
Tearing off my loneliness.
Occupied me with hugs,
Filled me with laughers.

Seems like a cursed March,
Seems like a blessed March.

Buzzing me with sweetness and sorrow,
Should I stay drowning?
Or should I just ignore?

You left for your journey,
Detaching from my circle,
Sadden me with the memories,
Pulling me out from a dream.

A curse of March!
A bless of March!
(For the someone I met in this month. You bring joys and surprise in my life but yet you sadden somehow. I will be good, I will be fine, I promise.. It’s just me alone like always anyway..)

Written by,
Tere..

>dream on<

Since so long,
now the chance has arrived,
dream ahead,
sleep tight and keep the dream on.

I was not so observant,
realising my imagination is there,
for crafting dreams of my passion,
concerning of fulfilling a greater life.

It is a journey,
has been tough,
and will be tougher soon.
I take this challenge,
to dare this dream,
to go beyond the horizon,
and take a deep breathe there,
for the unpredictable future..

Wake up now!
I will be fying with my wings,
to where I belong,
to who I care,
for what I deserved to be..

Longing for...

Staying out alone..
picking the boring wind,
I see people walking,
holding hands, smilling brightly.

I have my music on,
listening the lonely tunes,
kissing the warm sunlight.
and my mind lingers where you are,
weeping that you are away.

It's all for you,
I would not mind to be alone,
you are out there somewhere.
I send the air my message,
waving to the sun and moon,
hoping that they reflect to you.

Where ever you are,
I am here for you,
hugging your sihouette,
as I hardly know how you are.
You know it's for you,
I sing,
I write,
I am here longing for you..

Written by,
Terence c.w.t
07.07.07

What's Going On?

I was busy,
I was tired,
everything gets messy.
my hair, my backpack,
my bed, my room..
I am so scared..
while I am still all alone..

Roses of the Phantom,
papers from my work,
clothes in my closet,
jumbling up in my mind..
I become so disorganised.
I am so helpless..
and I still walking all alone..

I could not sleep at night,
I miss you..
I slept,
and yet I dreamt of you.

It's all messed up...
What's going on??
What happen to me?
I ponderred...
looking at the blank wall,
as I thought,
there is a picture of you.

What's going on with me?
venturing my own mind...

(I was busy, yet I started to slack. I did not update my blog as I had. *Sigh!* I had wasted all the time. But I thought of you sometimes and I am glad...)

Written by Terence c.w.t.

The Prince Day...

I declared the 1st day of February each year,
as The Prince Day (My Day),
people that knows me would know about this.
A day that I am reborned again,
for another challenging year,
for another chapter of new begining,
since 1982...
over and over again...

It is always been a great day,
that I would enjoy....
As time flies,
I grow..
As I grow,
I learn to cherish more..
more of my pass.
more of my present,
more of what I am expecting for my future..

This is the day,
the day that I always think of life.
As I have always trying to figure out,
the true meaning of life,
and I realise that age is just a number.
Life does not depend on these numbers,
only us,
ordinary human does...
We judge everything by numbers.
It does not help to measure thing the way it is in realistic,
it's just helping us to imagine by comparison.

Another day is awaiting,
another chance is approaching.
I want to have a better life,
I want to chase my dream,
I would fight for what I deserved,
I can be better and better...
Starting from this Prince Day..
I know I will...

(for my birthday, I want to thank my friends, I wish to share that I will be better and better with all your wishes and cares surrounding me. I enjoy every single moment as I know that you are always here for me..I love my life as I love you too....)

Written by,
Terence C.W.T..

1st Feb 2007

Our Staff Party 22 Jan 2007

Everyone in my company was wearing a mask gathering in a club for our annual staff party. To me it means more like a farewell party because I know that this is going to be the last staff party for some of my fellow colleagues..

I am happy for the gathering but at the same time upset for the leaving. I am quite sure that I am kind of too emotional when talk about friends leaving me. After all we had been working together for a year plus.. I always cherish the moment that we are together and I wish you all the best no matter where you go. I will be good and I will learn more and be strong. Thanks for the time we spent together and also thanks for the things you taught me. I will always remember you as my dearest colleagues and friends. I will miss you!! Don't forget me!!

(People meet and people leave in our life. I always think that eventhough some of them left, they stay in my heart and mind. I always remember those who exist in my life simply because I care about them, and i cherish the relationship. To the someone that is leaving, I will think of you often. Great memories live in my heart till the day it stops beating...I miss ya!!)

Terence C.W.T... with Loves...

Thoughts...

Some thoughts that I would like to share here with my friends or anyone that read this. I know there is no perfection in this world. God creates human with flaws.. May be God never even created us, hmmm... what do you think?(no offence to those with strong believe)

Life is always hard, I always think that it's the journey that's important to us. We are all borned with flaws. I don't believe in perfection, this is because it doesn't exist at all. I am not trying to create chaos in your mind, but we have to accept the truth that human natual is sometimes tumbling to the ugly side. We make mistakes in life but the main point is not to blame on what we had done, it's just part of the journey that we must go through. After all we learn from it. When I say I don't believe in perfection, I don't mean that we should not try to be better anymore. Human is confused in a way. We are all unique in a way. What I am trying to point out is nobody has exactly the same thinking as it's depending on time and conditions.

Variention explains the best in this point. That is why some people complains about what the others wear in teh street and he or she never thought that there are also someone else think the saem ways towards them. We can never expect everyone to like the same thing. You might be a fans of Madonna and I might just prefer Christina better. You may prefer still wearing beggy jeans while skinny jeans is the latest fashion "must have". It all depend..

Sometimes it's our natual to complain about things that we don't like but we will never know that at the same time the other people might be okay with it. Mental and emotion play an important part here too. That is why it makes everyone different. No matter how good you are, you are still borned with flaws. I am sure that we can not change it. Just don't think too much about this issue, live your own life as you should be responsible to your concience.

Remember that no one is perfect and outer form does not guarantee inner beauty in term of judging someone. I believe this!! People always takes things for granted, this is our flaw. But life goes on. There is no perfection but it doesn't mean that we should not try to acheive a better humanity. Whoever and whatever you are, stay nice and be a person with great inner beauty. That's what I mean by a meaningful life..


Written by,
Terence C.W.T.