....all mine

Silence, Peace, Balance, Perfection...

2011-12-01T12:52:00.003+08:00

The End is the Begining,The death is the re-birth,That is the rules of the universe,becasue the universe is the 'balance",and we are living in it.Sometimes we try so hard to find the balance,but it's already with us,when we put ourselves to complete a "silence",that moment you would find the "peace" deep within,Perhaps there is no perfection,We don't see it as we are already living in it,in the

Wishes..

2011-09-29T17:27:00.001+08:00

Wish you were here,That I can ask you if you care,Wish I were there,As hug means more than what we say.The moment is tough,Many are questions I can’t ask,The suffering is to wait,As my fear causes my heart breaks.I stay strong containing the worry,Can only afford to say sorry,If you think I am angel,I would rather be who I am so normal.Wish you were here,That I could cuddle you in tears,Wish I

Only if you let me..

2011-09-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

I wish for a pair of wings,Flying there to you,Holding you in arms,Till the darkness comes.Only if you let me..I wish for a sacred portion,Cast a spell to our situation,Make things turn real,Till we really see what we feel.Only if you let me..I wish for a magic mirror,Reflecting everything as dream,Showing our path with light,Till the morning sun shines up bright.Only if you let me..I wish that I

Missed, Miss, Missing..

2011-09-16T16:55:00.007+08:00

I am residing in a call,The call of uncertainty,Missing you has been a routine,Wondering the possibilities.I am caught in a trouble,The trouble of anxiety,Longing you and I start to sing,Venturing all the worries.What can I do?When I miss everything about you.When I’m detained in the dream.Of everyday becomes surreal.What can I do?When I miss everything about you.When I’m lonely there at the

Given Love..

2011-06-21T08:00:00.000+08:00

I had given you my love,I won’t take it back.As my love reaches you,It stays and never runaway.I had given you my love,I don’t want it back.As my love stays with you,It can only grow this great.I had given you my love,I can’t bring it back.As my love is given,It would always be a present.It hurts sometimes,When I am missing you,But I am willing to subside the pain,Until the emerging of peace in

just too late I guess...

2011-06-04T08:00:00.012+08:00

Never thought there is sweet time, It was fun, I was mesmerized, Since when did time start drawing that line? If I don’t love, Why did the sweet time turn alkaline? You said I should stop looking, Loving you the way you are, I guess I am not the one anymore, If I don’t love, Why is the jealousy so sour and sore? Stop my sadness I don’t want to cry, But I am helpless it’s never a lie, I know I

Summer 3.21...

2011-04-14T19:12:00.005+08:00

Here you are two seasons changing,lalala now it's summer then comes spring,Far away I hear river flowing,Birdies' singing while they are flying.Here you are two people kissing,lalala they are players yes they sting,flower lures the bees with colourful blooming,here they go, start the love making.Summer arrives weather is bubbling,couples hold hands and they start dancing,clouds are jealous so

Awaiting...

2011-01-26T02:23:00.015+08:00

Awaiting the moment,I will be patient,In anticipation of the statement,When I finally meet the expectation.Would it be worthy?Being sad being lonely,In the room full of melancholy,Rehearsing the film of agony.Awaiting the moment,I promise to be strong,With you in heart nothing goes wrong,But it does hurt every single second.Would it be worthy?Teasing joy with misery,With true heart I was never

Dingdelingdingting...

2011-01-11T11:11:00.003+08:00

I felt a sweet blush,The moment you looked at me.I felt a sweet blush,The moment you held my hand.I felt a sweet blush,The moment you said you miss me.I felt a sweet blush,The moment you kissed my lips.Since the day we met,I have never forgotten your face,Since the day we held our hands,I have never forgotten your warm touch,Since the day we said goodbye,I have never kept you away from my

Must you...??

2010-09-23T14:46:00.006+08:00

Must you come and go,Must you come and bring me hope,Must you go and tear a piece of my fragile soul,Must you lie that you would miss me even if you don’t?What if I lost my strength,To protect myself I don’t want revenge?What if I lost my mind,Seek no forgiveness and start to cry?Must you come and go,Must you come and bring me hope,Must you go and tear a piece of my fragile soul,Must you lie that

For My Little Panda

2009-10-09T00:36:00.001+08:00

(Before I met you)I lived in my loneliness for decades,And I never met my fate,In dream I did not find it fascinate,When love seems to be so faked,I always woke up feeling sad,But at night solitude makes me awaked.I prayed so hard,And I believe in love..(Then I met you..)Thirty-day has gone,Since then I feel reborn,I know that time flies,But time leaves our memories behind.Now life is not the

Get Over!

2009-06-20T12:26:00.005+08:00

Peeping through a tiny hole,I see such a small world,Where love is not there,Seems like nobody there who cares.I was wandering in a busy street,Telling my mind to stay always sweet,Yet my heart is arrowed by poison,Spreading the venom with no reason.Then I was totally depressed,Try to run way from the moment of stress,If waiting is what I deserved,Stop it now or make it fast forward.As I weep

Away from Sadness and Loneliness..

2009-06-16T23:10:00.013+08:00

Here I am,Waiting for the game,Where we meet again,Things could never be the same._____________________________Perhaps loneliness created sadness,That switches me out of focus,With tears nourishing my eyelashes,Dropping without my consciousness. _______________________________To be sad,To be lonesome,To be sensitive.I am

No one, Nothing...

2009-05-19T13:25:00.011+08:00

I am drifting apart,Far away from you,you seems fading away in memory,Yet it seems you are there somewhere,deep in my mind.I once said you mean a lot me.Indeed you are. Perhaps, time had changed me,I am stronger now,As I covered my memory,Memory which contents you,Who was once so vivid.I have not forgotten you,I have not given you up,But it seems to be not working anymore, Somehow... Knocking on

May Eleventh wrote May Tenth..

2009-05-11T16:02:00.007+08:00

Sitting alone in a boring room,my brain cells are not working punctually,keep flashing slide shows of yesterday,of you playing with your emotional cares.Love the way you typed your messages,wish i could have the smell of your fingertips,hitting the keys with gentle tabacco taste,sending the words byte by byte..As the packets arrived,my heart beats got stimulated,receiving romance from the

Morning..

2009-02-25T16:46:00.002+08:00

Chinese word of Wisdom: “A daily planning begins in the morning, a yearly planning starts from spring.”When morning has broken,Sunlight emerges from the horizon,Birds dancing in the sky,Flowers wake up from the disappearing mist,Cloud dresses up like snowman,Contradicting with the blue sky,Wind cuddles the trees,And the leaves waves hello,That’s when the magical moment begins.Start your day,Look

Relationship..

2009-02-18T20:12:00.006+08:00

Relationship..It means connections between people,Yet it’s personal.Why?Everything has a root,It begins from the nucleus of a cell,Or an atom from an element.For relationship,It all begins from our mind,Our heart and then our feelings.Love is an invisible atom of a relationship.This is the root of being happy, peaceful and divine. Hatred is the passive role,It’s a result of imbalance soul.Humans

HAPPY 2009 with PEACE from LOVES

2009-01-01T12:27:00.002+08:00

It's New Year day today,sky is clear,Wind is blowing,Sun is shinning bright,Everything seems really GREAT.Not much celebration for me last night,but I enjoyed the whole day.It's a brand new year now,to me it's nothing,because everyday should be a new beginning,even every next moment.My learning journey does not stop,every next moment is a reborned,it is fresh,it is new,as long as you now what

It's MAGIC..

2008-12-11T15:18:00.003+08:00

It’s my Christmas tree.I always wanted a Christmas tree,This year in this last month of the year,I decided to get one.The process is simple but the outcome is MAGICAL..Assembling my Christmas tree is a wonderful experience,I can hear my soul start smiling looking at it,Then in my mind I hear the bells jingle.Christmas song starts playing following the heart beats,A soothing and chilling wind

Moments..

2008-11-16T00:42:00.007+08:00

It's time for some MusicThis is what I call the MOMENTS..You can do much more if you want it,Music is not just for listening,it's for us to feel,with heart, with love, with expression..Your heart glows,when you got inspired,then love spreads around the world,and each of us expresses with tears..This is what I called moments,moments that touches us,as human..I can feel the love..can you?I will

P.U.R.P.O.S.E.

2008-11-06T14:03:00.006+08:00

I was watching a musical. One of the songs came out with the title “Purpose”. I was suddenly having so much thought about this. Therefore I am blogging now since my last post 1 and half months ago. Here I go…There is something we don’t know,As life doesn’t suck and you won’t fall?Realize you are important as we are part of it,Part of the universe. (Think BIG)If you think your life sucks,Sing this

Stay Out of Negatives..

2008-09-21T09:45:00.003+08:00

If you are too stressed out,Take a break,Just to look at the sky,Or listen to the sound of water flowing.Keep yourself in a quiet space.Let you mind free for a while,Breath and slower down your heart beats.If you are too sad,Take a break,Quarantine yourself to be alone,Cry out if you need to,Use out the sadness by tearing,Keep your soul calm,Breath and believe that the best is coming.If you are

Yesterday, Today, Tommorow...

2008-09-08T23:31:00.010+08:00

Yesterdaytomorrowtoday..I love these words..Yesterday is history.Things that had happened is past,History remains memory,Therefore we learnt from it when it’s a mistake,We recall for sense of fulfillment when it’s achievements.What had past, had past.It changes nothing as we decide the change.Yesterday has to be a bless,For today and tomorrow..Tomorrow is a mystery,None of us know how it would

My love for...

2008-08-14T16:37:00.007+08:00

My beloved sister,I almost forgotten your face now,Each year this day,I am sad because I miss you.I was not a good brother,It’s ashamed for me,You left us,To a place that is so far away.But you somehow taught me something,Something that I had never realized before,It’s so important and precious.Love for family members,And to cherish the people around me.I cried when you left me,So sad that I

My words for 08 08 08...

2008-08-08T19:29:00.004+08:00

It’s a special day today.080808..I want to say something..Congratulation to China on hosting the biggest sport event on earth. Beijing 2008 OLYMPIC Games.I love Olympic games so much.Since my school time.I spent so much time watching the broadcast on TV.The opening ceremony is always so nice and great.It inspires me of life and humanity.To see the people from all around the world,Gathering for

Somedays..

2008-08-06T23:34:00.005+08:00

Someday in my future,I am standing up right there,Higher than you among the crowd,Just for you to see me clear.I will share my dream,With my inspirations of love,Through the air between us,And let the sound wave shudders you.Someday in my future,I am kissing my lovely friends,Telling you my journey,Of how proud I am as a human.I will infect you with bliss,With simple smile of my heart,Cheerful

I wanna be GREAT..because I care..

2008-08-04T00:34:00.004+08:00

I had been nice,Sincere and friendly.I had been fun,honest and a loyal friend.I considered...Why you had just cheated?With lies that you once said you dislike.May be I am too sensitive,but why lying?I don't deserve this.You could had just tell me the truth,I am sure I can accept.I am not as narrow-minded..I am someone with enormous heart.I can accept things that you never thought I would.You will

I was in Bangkok 10~15th July 2008

2008-07-19T01:26:00.023+08:00

I had a Break in Bangkok after months of hard work. It is my 1st time managing a trip alone :)Oh I did this in Haagxx Daxx Bangkok. My friend recorded this. It was such a fun evening. Was really cool..I always love bathtub.. I had coffee there..haha!! so nice!!pink bicycles on the street.. Kawaii..I was taking this mirrored picture because from here I saw what I want in my life.. A trip alone

Journey Begins here...

2008-06-12T15:30:00.002+08:00

I will treat this as the start of my journey,of singing, performing and dream.The strong feeling of excitement,Fills my every breath.I take this seriously,No matter what the result could be,I know I want to be there,So I will do it.It’s about beating myself,Pushing myself to a new limit,And refresh my mind,With what I want to achieve.I know you are there for meSo I will be strong,And I will be

The Day When I found You

2008-05-30T15:29:00.005+08:00

May be somedayYou arrived with joyCome to me as our souls joinedWith love and careAnd we will never be alone again.May be somedayYou bring me yourselfAs a token of never ending tenderWith kisses and hugAnd we become each other’s companion.It’s going to be just the two of usWandering the wonderlandWith the greenest grass landAnd an incredible blue skyWe lie down drawing the cloudsWith different

me, and 3 couples..

2008-05-21T22:49:00.008+08:00

I was thinking,am I a curse for you?Certain things I am worried,becasuse it keeps happening.Why?I was thinking,am I a curse for you?For all the bad endings,sadden you and sadden me.Sigh!I pray so hard,for your happiness,for your everything.As I know,that you are still my dearest,and I know you will get the blessing.I am sorry,if I were a curse to you.I just never thought that would happen,didn't

"Don't Waste Your Life!" (from the movie - Iron Man)

2008-05-08T13:02:00.007+08:00

I watched Iron Man the movie last night with my best friend. As usual, I am touched by the movie apart from the fact that it’s a thumbs-up movie. It simply because I always watch movie in a different point of view. Well, no doubt I am always “the emotional one” here. In the movie of Spiderman, Superman Return or The Eye, my tears came out just like that.The reason being, I’m feeling the movie

apart..

2008-04-30T13:02:00.003+08:00

My body is weak,As I am almost drowning,In a muddy pond,full of "me" missing you.I said don’t go away,As I’m afraid that we will be far apart,With distance holding up the barriers,Your days will become my nights.Sunsets at the different time,Moon rises as my sun shines.Your winter is my summer,My flowers blossom as yours wilted.I wake up each day,Trying to recall my dreams,It’s full of you and I,

Think of Me ~ Tere

2008-04-27T23:29:00.004+08:00

My 1st youtube song.."Think of Me" (Phantom of the Opera)Click on Tere's picture to view..

sadden me..but I live from it..

2008-04-26T00:33:00.007+08:00

It's sad but yet glad moment, as it had really come to an end.Never thought how confident I am,never thought how strong I've been.But it happened.Just like that!Sadness to actually symbolized new begins,and that mean I am stronger now.I will never be afraid and sad again for these,more importantly I know who I am,where I stand and how I am going to be.Thank you for sadden me,because I found the

Just like that..

2008-04-10T14:22:00.006+08:00

It's just like thatSometimes we can’t help ourselves,But to have pessimistic thinking,Over anything that comes out of sudden,It’s just the way life is,Don’t blame on it,or on your luck,or your destiny.It’s just the way it is somehow..Because there are always good and bad.Bad thoughts overcome good thinking,Good thoughts overcome bad thinking.The choice is yours,You deserve what your will tells

My March..

2008-03-12T14:33:00.005+08:00

You asked me what’s wrong,I knew I am not strong.It hurts me like I expected,That you are far under graded.Smiles on your face,Contaminates me like ash,Muddles my consciousness,Scattered in my every heartbeats.Seems like a cursed March,Seems like a blessed March.Confusing by the bad and good,Should I move on?Or should I stay put?You appeared with surprises,Tearing off my loneliness.Occupied me

>dream on<

2007-11-13T16:31:00.000+08:00

Since so long,now the chance has arrived,dream ahead,sleep tight and keep the dream on.I was not so observant,realising my imagination is there,for crafting dreams of my passion,concerning of fulfilling a greater life.It is a journey,has been tough,and will be tougher soon.I take this challenge,to dare this dream,to go beyond the horizon,and take a deep breathe there,for the unpredictable future.

Longing for...

2007-07-07T14:31:00.000+08:00

Staying out alone..picking the boring wind,I see people walking,holding hands, smilling brightly.I have my music on,listening the lonely tunes,kissing the warm sunlight.and my mind lingers where you are,weeping that you are away.It's all for you,I would not mind to be alone,you are out there somewhere.I send the air my message,waving to the sun and moon,hoping that they reflect to you.Where ever

What's Going On?

2007-05-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

I was busy,I was tired,everything gets messy.my hair, my backpack,my bed, my room..I am so scared..while I am still all alone..Roses of the Phantom,papers from my work,clothes in my closet,jumbling up in my mind..I become so disorganised.I am so helpless..and I still walking all alone..I could not sleep at night,I miss you..I slept,and yet I dreamt of you.It's all messed up...What's going on??

The Prince Day...

2007-02-01T13:25:00.000+08:00

I declared the 1st day of February each year,as The Prince Day (My Day),people that knows me would know about this.A day that I am reborned again,for another challenging year,for another chapter of new begining,since 1982...over and over again... It is always been a great day,that I would enjoy....As time flies,I grow..As I grow,I learn to cherish more..more of my pass.more of my present,more of

2007-01-26T13:00:00.000+08:00

Our Staff Party 22 Jan 2007Everyone in my company was wearing a mask gathering in a club for our annual staff party. To me it means more like a farewell party because I know that this is going to be the last staff party for some of my fellow colleagues.. I am happy for the gathering but at the same time upset for the leaving. I am quite sure that I am kind of too emotional when talk about friends

2007-01-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

Thoughts...Some thoughts that I would like to share here with my friends or anyone that read this. I know there is no perfection in this world. God creates human with flaws.. May be God never even created us, hmmm... what do you think?(no offence to those with strong believe)Life is always hard, I always think that it's the journey that's important to us. We are all borned with flaws. I don't

2006-12-22T11:03:00.001+08:00

Year-end sickness (welcoming Spring)..It's always blue when it comes to end of a year,sadness, depressed, lonliness...Normally I count the days I had wasted,sigh for the foolish moment I had..This year is a year full of adventure.I lost granny during Chinese New Year,Flew back to work in Singapore,after my only "celebration" back to hometown.March was the most challenging month,For MOSAIC M.F.,

2006-12-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

Bangkok, Thailand (28 Nov 06~1 Dec 2006) One of the common scence in the city, traffic jam. Building on the left is probably the tallest building here in Thailand.See.. I am here.. Thailand! Thailand!Magnificent Gold in colour! I visited the legendary Giant Sleeping Buddha!The Grand Palace!!Mushroom trees all around?? Nice Bonsai.. Magnificent... remembering that I was there...This few days trip

2006-11-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

Time...Time is the most important thing in life.perhaps every part of life..As we are getting older and older each day,as we step every footstep,forward or backward.As the second hand of the clock ticks,as my fingers hit every character on the keyboard,as our eyes blink for moisture,as the sun rises and sets at the horizon.No matter what,time keeps updating..We can only follow,sometimes we pause,

2006-10-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

11 October 2006It's been a long time since I last updated my blog. I know there might not be someone that want to read this, but I guess it's all mine so I wouldn't care. We are having some bad air here in Singapore, it's even worst back there in Kuching. Meanwhile, life has been poluted by these bad air quality too I guess. It's so demoralising when I'm still stucked at work everyday with tiring

2006-08-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

Another Chapter of lifeI am doubtful about the meaning of love sometimes. It happens to my best friends right in front of my eyes. It shocked me that their love is actually hurting them. Isn't 'Love' supposed to be wonderful? Isn't it supposed to be making a great and delightful discovery of our lives? Experiences of life is unmeasureable, love is only part of all these. But it happens to be one

2006-07-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

As Simple as Cactus..Nowadays, life seems to be more complicated. As we develop and improve our lifestyle, expectation rises, in the meantime we add complicacy to life without our knowledge.I found simplicity from my journey last few weeks... it's a lovely cactus belonging to my friend. This cactus sits in the vase a little bit slanted to the window getting light from the warm sun each day. As

2006-07-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

It's Crazy... "Football's coming home...""We are the champion my friends...""Ole ole ole ole.."All this were sang here.. They are getting frenzy here.. Temperature is HOT .. Everyone is cheering. Flag are raised, a toast of a glass of the German beer! It's crazy! Everyone just cheer for their team winning 5-3(by penalty kicks).. I joined the crowd and it was fun.. Just like a parade here during

2006-06-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

Germany Finally...My thought,my feeling,and even my whole body is here now.It's such a fantastic moment,stepping on the German ground,that everything seems so different here.I keep myself smilling like a psycho,whenever I am now..It's sound silly but it's truth.I can't wait to explore this land.can't wait to see more.Excitement strikes me each minute...Written by,Terence C.W.T..in Heidelberg,

2006-06-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

MAybe SOmedaysI keep dreamming each day,listening to the echo to bounce back,pondering the unexpected,hugging the unrealistic,preparing for my sadness to strike...MAybe somedays...I will be free like the flying seabird,fly up high searching for a real dream,indulged in the ocean breeze,heading to the new horizon.MAybe somedays...You will hold me tight like no others,fill my heart with all the

2006-06-08T18:42:00.000+08:00

Far AwayYou are somewhere there far away,now it's further..I am confused about your return,in a sudden it's closer again.Many thoughts in my mind, I can't manage to configure..In dream I believe,but reality kills my believing.You are really far out there,further than I ever thought.too far that can hardly be seen..I choose to let go sometimes,I know it hurts staying stubborn,I wanted to keep you

2006-06-03T14:10:00.000+08:00

Is it so HARD?No idea what hits my mind? I somehow think that why is it so difficult to be me..Dreamming is my daily routine,I try so hard to be me,it ended up with lots of confusions,disturbing my peace and how I react my life.Is it so HARD?To feel the someone is thinking of me?I doubt this..Listening to a love song simply sadden me.Where is the someone that I have been waiting for?Again the no

2006-05-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

Lonely AgainIt's another day.I had been missing you for countless sunrises and sunsets.there is no reply,I am lonely again.I counted sheeps at night lately,once a while I began counting your name,then I reminded myself to switch,otherwise I would not sleep.Where is the "you" that use to be?why is there no replies?What could you been doing that I am not awared?which time zone are you in now?All

2006-04-28T15:44:00.000+08:00

A Dream Comes TrueThe reason why this becomes another chapter of my life. Since I was born some day in 1982, I had never thought of this chapter becoming part of my life's adventure. When I was younger, I always wanted to travel around especially places in Europe and I wished if I were to live in a big city. This was because I thought that I would not be so lonely when there are so many people

2006-04-24T14:29:00.000+08:00

How do you look at me as...?Fellow friends, I am desperated to know about this. It simply because I am trying to understand myself here. What kind of person do you see me as? I am open to any comments.I always think that I am not too bad, but sometimes I find that I am not so welcome by some of the people I know. Is it real that I have all those annoying attitudes? Tell me..For sure no one is

2006-04-23T09:59:00.000+08:00

Life..Everyone has one..I know it when I find that I am not alone.After all,I try very hard to understand what it is all about.Parents, friends, teachers, relatives, strangers...Birth, ageing, sickness, dead..Feeling, loves, memories...Some people live their lives meaningfully,how do we suppose to judge?It is not easy..It just depending on how you make your dicision in the judgment..There is